I sure have….
Most Frustrating thing for me was to discover that after being the QUEEN of MULTITASKING, I now was having trouble even carrying two things at once.
When, before NOT once did I need a calendar because I could keep everything in my head now even when I wrote things down I had trouble keeping track of things…..
Even spent hours pondering why some people could continue to keep working even years after Parkinson’s while others can’t do so for very long after diagnosis?
I have often thought about this…
and wondered if I was alone ?
Given the fact that I had to give up my one true passion in life …medicine… not long after Parkinson’s diagnosis while others like astronaut Rich Clifford were able to continue to remain viable in their careers for years…
I remember while I trained with Dr. Jankovic hearing about the astronaut (who was his patient) still working despite Parkinson’s disease and wondering how that was possible with such stress and difficult job requiring much meticulousness and concentration. Frankly, his feats were always admirable.
Especially, in light of the fact that stress CAN and DOES exacerbate Parkinson symptoms. We know that stress increases adrenaline and adrenaline also known as epinephrine is the end result in the pathway where dopamine is a precursor…so if you are producing a lot of epinepine it means you are using up more dopamine on the starting end. Therefore, your Parkinson symptoms can come on faster and may lead to fatigue quicker.
Of course, everyone is unique as is their Parkinson’s and aside from the obvious physical impediments of dyskenesias…tremors will also increase with increase adrenaline rush. But, tremors do not necessarily have to interfere with ones activities since Parkinson’s tremors by definition are at rest. These are not present during action…in fact they go away with purposeful movements.
A few years back, I read that patients with Parkinson’s did best with activities that required repetition, or very methodical tasks. I thought about this a while. At first, it seemed to me to be contra intuitive because I thought this would fatigue the individual and the muscles but this is only the case for those of us who have dystonia (The problem is in the muscle not being able to relax). It turn out that in fact, doing repetitive movements or actions is very advantageous in any individuals especially in Parkinson’s patients because you essentially are putting your brain in auto pilot taking the thinking part out and essentially bypassing the “bad” circuitry (finding new way to do same activity with same desired outcome). An example, perhaps some of you are artists, musicians or even athletes by profession and I am sure that all of your instructors, coaches and teachers have taught you one thing or you might have discovered on your own that mental rehearsal of a shot, or playing piano or even painting can be as valuable or even more valuable than actually performing the function because in your mind you will ALWAYS DO IT FLAWLESSLY EACH AND EVERYTIME. So, that when you go to perform you can perform action automatically without thinking! You are bypassing that relay station….This is akin to tricking the brain to being able to walk NORMAL with marching music, or by holding someone’s hand, or visualizing stripes or even able to paint or sculpt flawlessly when you cant even tie your own shoes-fooling the brain and a finding new route!
So, if you do something for 120 hours a week…something over and over, you can do second nature without thinking…Parkinson’s disease and symptoms should not come into play much. The key is PERSISTANCE! Don’t get frustrated because you can’t tie your shoes for instance find a new way to do it and do it a thousand times if necessary until it becomes second nature. We can’t dress ourselves the way we use to…make modifications..
Same thing goes for our jobs, careers and life opportunities in general. If your job or life demands that you are always having to change focus, your brain can not officially adapt …it has new challenges…
so, what can we do?
Increase our meds to be able to cope with the needed increases of Dopa required for one; two, try to find an alternative way to perform your job where you don’t have constant variation…seek for repetitive, methodical positions- your brain will thank you!
The constant need for higher and higher doses of dopamine is reason, I finally realized why I found it difficult to function as a physician. In fact, most people I know that are (were) in the medical field are (were) not able to do so very long after their diagnoses….
I asked what could be the reason?….
While, I was in practiced I often explained to patients that just like their bodies were slow to respond to the brains commands (bradykenesia) so was the mind at times with PD finding it difficult to shift from one task to another because the connections were “slow.”
But, I never realized how utterly TRUE this REALLY was and how CRUCIAL this ability was to be able to be an effective and productive physician or any person working under life and death situations!
My neurological skills did not diminished ….what changed was my capacity to work under pressure and make quick decision one after another, and another on and on…nonstop!
My capacity to focus and pay attention to detail did not changed…in fact I think they enhanced but shifting gears quickly to different tasks at current levels of medication caused me a great deal of frustration.
My brain could not adapt to the constant bombardment of the unexpected. Sure doing an exam is rote …is what comes next…everyone is different…plus the constant interruptions from someone falling in waiting room or a call from the ER can cause the dopamine to be used even faster. Perhaps there is something to the theory that there appears to be a higher risk of PD among health professionals and one theory for this has been cited as the rapid aging of the basal ganglia induced by stress (i.e. the dopaminergic system). This compounded with some genetic predisposition may be triggering symptoms sooner than they would have if stress level was less severe?
Which leads me to the question. What can we do with this information..? Perhaps, we should first recognize the fact that multitasking is a lot more challenging with PD albeit not impossible as I stated above. We need to recognize that we can retrain our brains to do any and all activities. We just might have to put in some extra time doing so along with some creativity which fortunately most Parkinson’s patients seem to already be endowed with this either as part of the disease or as a consequence of medication. This process then needs to be carried over into education of doctors (health staff), employers, family and caregivers regarding this…
A person with a job requiring lots of multitasking may need to need up their meds or consider changing to accommodate their own individual unique skills to continue to be productive in society without exacerbating their illness as much.. also if they choose or have to continue to work in a stressful environment, I suggest asking for or allowing themselves some down time for dopamine levels to reboot… at least 5 minutes every hour to 2 hours- again your body and brain will thank you!
I, too had to make a choice… I could function just as consultant or lecturer with someone else doing all the dictating and note taking and call backs and no unexpected calls at 3 am with some one crashing in the ICU because for me to be able to function at the level I used it requires 3x the amount of medication I currently take…(to be able to keep up with dopamine demands being rapidly converted to adrenaline) the choice is do I stress my body, increase my side effects, increase my risk of dyskenesias to be able to continue to work as before or do I modify my life style? Find things that use my knowledge and expertise without exacerbating my symptoms or needing increase in meds and still be able to multi task because I am not over whelming my nervous system!
Finding a balance is also Key!
The choice is clearly an individual one….
But, you can still be an active member of society contributing with your talents as long as you and your caretakers have a clear sense of your capabilities and limitations. Explore your de novo artistic talents become an artist, writer, painter, the world has endless possibilities. A perfect example of a person with severe limitations which has not allowed his illness to defy him whom I greatly admire both as a person and as a scientist from an equal perspective of a neurologist and person with disability is Stephen Hawkins ….he has single handedly changed the face of science and physics forever despite being trapped in a body that no longer responds to a gifted and genius mind. We all can make a difference and have a destiny to fulfill… remember, “don’t just shoot for the sky because people have already landed on the moon!”
“Aim for the moon and even if you miss you will land among the stars!”
Dr. M. De Leon is a movement disorder specialist on sabbatical, PPAC member and research advocate for PDF (Parkinson’s Disease Foundation); Texas State Assistant Director for PAN (Parkinson’s Action Network). You can learn more about her work at www.facebook.com/defeatparkinsons101 you can also learn more about Parkinson’s disease at www.pdf.org or at www.wemove.org; www.aan.org, www.defeatparkinsons.blogspot.com
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